putting it off

I haven't been able to bring myself to blog for a while because I want to blog about Doctor Who and I'm still wrapping my head around how brilliant part one series seven was, and how good the surprise was. We finally know who River Song is, YAY! I'm so glad I completely stayed away from all spoilers and forced myself not to think about it because it was such a shock and such an amazing feeling when it all came together. I started off watching from the couch and ended up about half a metre away from the TV, with my knees kind of bent as if I were sitting on an invisible chair, hands clenched into fists, and an extraordinarily excitable look on my face. Then when the ep was over and I had that weird excited squealy thing going on in my throat and ears, I paced around my living room for a goo five minutes saying "oh my god oh my god" and "Steven Moffat is such a genius" over and over. Then I started to think "I have got to talk to someone about this", but Josh decided he had too much work to do to watch it so I called him tentatively and he had watched it, the last part at least. So we talked in hushed excitement until my chest stopped fluttering and my eyes closed slightly to resume normal sizing, and my sister was no longer afraid to enter the living room for fear of getting in the way of one of my fist pumps into the air, and we went down the street to buy alcohol in order to play the Iron Chef drinking game.
I scared the check out girl at the super market. She must have thought I was nuts but I didn't care, I still could not wipe the insane expression off my face or stop breathing "oh my god".
I can't talk about the show properly though because I think if I think about it too much, analyse is, I'll lose this amazing feeling and stop thinking that it was so wonderful and I don't want to because that is what being a nerd is to me; getting so involved in such an epically geeky show that some weeks you can't wait for it to air and you download it and read all the magazines and books and comics and when something really epic happens you're half a metre away from the TV sitting on an invisible chair and absolutely loving being unashamedly lame and being in love with someones writing brain, so that's enough from me on that one.

WATCH DOCTOR WHO SERIES 5 AND 6. IT'S THE BEST.